Monday Blues

Tomorrow is dad's birthday.

It's a pure touch of fate that STPM and SPM results are coming out around this period. Man, this is going be a tough one for me and sis. Let's say we've just found the best present for dad. Problem is, this present ain't gonna guarantee satisfaction unless the 'inner quality' is at least presentable at a standard level. It's like opening a mystery box.

Whatever it is, what's done is done. It's not like I can live my life over again and retake the exam.

Confusion does seem to be irritating when you are constantly being surrounded by question marks that have something to do with the word 'future'. I admit that I'm feeling insecure and unsure about my future but I'm sure I'll get over it pretty soon.

updates:

I got 9As after all. Not an impressive result compared to my fellow friends in KB and school but well, you can say that's standard. I didn't expect to get A2 for EST because I was dead confident with my papers. That was pretty unpredictable. I also failed to score A1 for BC even though I was (supposed to be) one of the top 10s in school during trial. I must admit that BC is a killer subject, I have super clever friends securing only a B3 for it and I felt glad that I managed to somehow get an A2.

Overall it was quite a happy ending for all of us...? Except for a few friends of mine who used to always top the chart but did not get a favourable result. I guess that's what we call "Luck". But I felt sorry for them because they deserved better results.

The good news is, I'm now qualified to apply for full scholarship in utar =)