Confession of Zombie

最近不小心发现... 老娘我跟柚木梓马的共同点：真正惹我讨厌的家伙是连我的视野范围最外沿都不允许进入的。

是时候承认了，我本来就是跟他一国的...

I am very very unhappy over something.

And I need time to decide whether or not to blog about it. Like it or not, freedom of speech exists no where in this world. I can write as much as I want to clarify, disclaim, justify and explain but people can still always evaluate it negatively. Not like I have no guts for the consequences. Just that by keeping my mouth shut alone, I get to put time to better use by avoiding unnecessary conflicts and troubles.

*sigh*

It's as Joey said, I'm not positive but I have to be positive so I'll be positive. At times I'm seriously depressed. And during these times, my dilemmas are those of that cannot be understood by many. UTARians particularly. Trust me, no offence.

You see, I have sincere and kind people around me who show support and I appreciate every bit of it. But really, at times like this, it's not kindness that I need. I need acknowledgement, someone to agree with my view. But then again, who in this world (or rather, UTAR) thinks like me?

Darn. I sound lonesome. o.o...

I'm fine, really.

My self-regulatory system works pretty well. I am this confident.

Many thanks to people who help me through my days in UTAR, I love you all. (<--- sound like some suicide note lol)

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Was very happy because Ms. Kiran marked my letter to editor error-free yesterday. To tell the truth, I actually tried to run away when I handed her the paper, but she stopped me and ordered me to sit. lol. FYI, I was that afraid because she holds the record of shouting at some GD classmates telling them to go back to primary school when marking their papers. O.O...

I expected her to be somewhat critical. lol. I could see she was quite surprised as well. She said it was very good and told me to keep up the standard. Then she went around showing people my work for a little. lol.

It felt good to do well. =D

Please don't think I'm showing off if you don't know me. I'm a person grateful for every little good thing in life. I recently realized that some people think I brag about myself in the blog. But come on, there's nothing wrong with telling people you're happy for something you achieved.

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*Listening to M2M brings back all the memories...*

星期五一早要呈现庄子《逍遥游》，有够厉多要研究的。T_T


Blood +, My Favourite Amv

Aih... love the ending as always... poor, sad, lonely Diva.

Finally I broke my 8 entries record this month lol.

Buh-bye.