A brief report on life before I evaporate into nothingness.
For the whole week, class starts 8am for me thanks to replacement for Japanese classes. With this, I will have a total of 6 Japanese classes to attend in a week. But the point is, the peak (pig) has yet to come. And I predict that I will have no free hour starting from this week all the way till finals with a possible exception for Sundays.
That makes me long for sem break, no?
Speaking of sem break, I volunteered to help out with the orientation for the new intake. Mum's opposed of the idea because you know... when you keep complaining about how stressful university life is, she thinks that you are screwing your own holiday by asking for more work. As a matter of fact... it's actually true in the sense that I'll have to walk the extra mile for something that has nothing to do with me.
Anyway, that's not meant to be discussed today.
I'm so sorry to say that I'm still not through with the misery yet. But it's not something too negative or what. It's healthy to be emotional once in a while. Well, at least to me. And time is probably the only cure. I will wait. =)
Just that sometimes I find it hard to forgive myself when I see everyone having fun in university while I'm so much in doubt. I know I'm not thinking and speaking clearly these few days. Can't help it.
I'll toughen up myself somehow.
Oyasumi!
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