Assignment Blues

Assignment period is stress period. Don't disagree, thank you. Unless you are pentium 3 or something equivalent. Sadly, according to Ryan Foo, Maggie F. is CORE i7.

Let's not talk about how bad I'm feeling right here, right now. I've just deleted a whole long rant about my frustration because I don't want to make things ugly.

We talk about something fundamental, something so basic that I don't understand why people don't come to university with - commitment.

But wait... I can tell we're all familiar with this word. Especially when it bundles with another two and becomes "lack of commitment". People lack commitment in their jobs, their relationships, their dreams... everything. And it's so common it's like asking some emo heart-broken girl why did you hook on your guy when you're not committed to him?? 90% of us can guess what she'll say: I don't know. The rest of the 10% might think she'll say: because he's good looking (which is a really !@#$%& reply).

So, to answer my own question... people simply don't know what they're doing. Or probably underestimate the importance of having a commitment. O.O...

Please don't overuse me just because I'm a Core i7, people. Please don't take my kindness for granted just because I don't explode like a bomb.

There are times when I seriously feel like crying but swallow it down anyway (there's a better reason to cry -.-").

Again, I took back all my sarcasm and sharp comments because I don't want to hurt anyone, not because I'm afraid of the consequences or have no guts. You know what I can do with my words. And you know where you stand when it comes to the assignment.

Don't tell me to not stress up or anything, because if you're not stressed enough you probably just have a person behind cleaning up your mess. Or maybe you have a soul stronger than mine. Gosh I miss Joshua at times like this lol.

I still don't enjoy group assignments. They make me feel lonely.

Well then instead of torturing myself with emotions, let me get back to work. Hopefully sem break is all rewarding.


Have a pleasant day!