She would always come home with food just after I have taken breakfast.
The err... speaking of food, the hateful thing is, I now have a total of 5 big ulcers in my mouth. And 2 days ago, our dear dinner's curry pork nearly had me killed. You can guess how I reacted then, when I saw Nasi Lemak on the table yesterday morning.
But that's not the point.
Mum just came back with my favourite curry noodles...
Now I don't know if I should be glad or not...
Anyway, I'm experiencing some sort of a change in life right now. I don't find much entertainment in online activities anymore, not like years ago when I used to spend half of my day in front of the pc. It just doesn't work anymore. And I don't know why.
Chatting in msn isn't fun anymore. It's becoming boring. There's nothing in general to talk about with people, and I don't seem to find crappy talks amusing (like I used to) anymore. I am 2yrs behind online games and they have nothing to do with me now. My friendster is dead and I don't feel like following the Facebook trend. There really aren't much to do online besides blogging.
I've changed so much. omg.
It's just that, I'm not half as active as before now. This must be a sign of me getting old =S
And I wonder if it has anything to do with my major disappointment in human relations. Just like what they said in Scrap Teacher, it's becoming hopeless, sad, lonely and pathetic. You probably won't understand how I feel for the rest of your life =)
Speaking of Scrap Teacher (and Chii), *erhek erhek...* the only way to ensure proper management of overloaded information is to spam them out so that they are not put to waste. Bear with me =P Think this way: it's way better to look at Chii than Maggie. lol.

They sure look good in school uniforms. Oh darn, they are so youthful.
Here's a recent photo with Chii in it:
Is it just me or is Chii getting somewhat manlier? lol. I still don't like his hair =/
p/s: Dad's outstation again, no prom for me =X Good thing I didn't promise anyone anything.

1 comment:
life is like that.
偶然的失落感是很自然的.
只要情绪的起伏别差太大就好.
也许你现在太闲了, 所以才发现你从未发现的感触吧!
说不定你开学后, 情绪该会好点吧!
好好体验这种情绪吧! 说不定这种情绪只在偶然时才出现的.
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