Go on... ask me how my days went /.\"...
I'm not particularly down, just a little... lack of motivation.
Losing my glasses tire me a lot, to be frank. Revision itself is a pain it's only logical for me to feel demotivated when I have to double the effort. And the weather is making it worse.
I need a vacation.
For deindividuation. lol.
Social psychology suggests that logic is not effective in countering emotions. People tend to ignore or distort any challenge to their belief.
I guess this pretty much explained why I couldn't get my feelings across. I am the kind of person who focuses on facts in a realistic manner when giving advice to people. It's not like I'm trying to overlook the emotional needs of others, but I don't want to risk reading the wrong emotion. Also, I tend to believe that people who are controlled by their emotions are bound to make mistakes. That's one hell of a prejudice I know. But it can't be helped.
To be honest, I really dislike emotional people, or to be more precise, people when they are emotional. Not like I never get emotional myself, and yes, I hate it more when I myself get emotional. To me, being emotional is totally inefficient, energy-consuming and unproductive. Being emotional is basically being useless, because it doesn't help with anything.
I have even come to despise people of this kind even though I tried hard to inhibit thoughts like these.
I know I sound really mean right now but... to tell the truth, I am a mean person when I am at ease =) ... Typical deindividuation in cyber space haha.
My brain operates in a simple and predictable way. I like things I do well in or can handle properly and hate things I cannot cope with. Bottom line, I'm not good with emotional people.
So... take note of the given facts about me above. That's what you have to know to befriend me.
Expect practical and rational advice from me. Be prepared to face denial if emotional support is sought. lol.
Noel is in KL right now. Apparently, he has gotten into the final of some quiz competition organized by ASEAN. And he's going to be on TV! *gasp*
But it's too hard to meet up with him. He's leaving Thursday early morning and psychology exam ends Wednesday 4pm =/...
And while my brain is all stuffed and mixed up with psychology and Hey! Say! JUMP, let's hope that I don't answer the paper with japanese lyrics instead of theories and concepts...
Because today is also my scheduled weekly feed of Chii... lol...
A day-dreaming Chii.
A smiling Chii and...
A plushlike Chii XD~!
I sort of like it when Yuuto described Chii as a squirrel, and hate it when some TV hostess described him as a Chihuahua. She must have loved Chihuahua(s) a lot.
update: Noel got second place for the competition! Congratulations!!

2 comments:
in view of ur recent log posts, u really shud change ur blog title to "Home of Chii-addict"
haha...
indeed... very constructive suggestion. lol
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