Thursday, April 30, 2009

Unexpectedness


kumo no ue ni wa kanarazu aozora ga hirogatte iru
~Above the clouds, there is always a vast expanse of blue sky~

Takasugi Touichi (Yamada Ryosuke), Scrap Teacher


I should be super happy by now.

Foundation is officially over and on top of all, I am finally DONE with mathematics for the rest of my life.

Definitely something worthy of celebration.

But the ironic part is, I'm not feeling a bit of those happiness in my cells. Especially the muscle cells.

I can't believe it's just the second day of the holiday.

Need some excitement :S

Problem is I don't have enough Agung with me. Very realistic problem.

I'll be joining a gathering with old friends from Kwang Hua at Sunway Pyramid tomorrow. And I hope I have enough to go with our activities. I actually gave up on going to the BBQ party because of the same boring reason. I also don't have transport. That's too much for having a driving license huh? Truth is, not only do I not have the courage to drive, I err... also cannot recognize the way.

I know I sound pathetic.

But I'm not a bit worried about it. Cause to me it's somewhat similar to examinations; you never really study, and you feel guilty and lack of confidence but you'll go ahead anyway when it's time and will still manage to pull it off somehow. Isn't it like that all the time? lol.

Curse my optimism =X

Apparently I have no plans for the holiday. It has been decided that we're not going back to KB. Prom night is out of reach and the only hope I have is on mum.

Oh well... guess I'll just spend my days in silent appreciation =/...

That doesn't sound too bad.

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