Friday, September 18, 2009

Need a Guild name

I know it's been a while.

I wasn't in the right mood to blog until today. Don't worry really, this isn't going to be an emo post, well at least for the emo part it's just for documentary purpose.

All right people, I haven't been having good sleeps ever since broadcasting paper. I've been having long long dreams about exams, studies and assignments each and everytime I went to bed, even for a short afternoon nap. And everytime I struggle to wake up. Then feel exhausted.

Advertising paper makes it worse.

No one probably knows. This depression thing is totally implicit and it doesn't actually affect my daily activities or whatsoever. It dwells in the subconscious mind. And comes only to me when I am alone, or in my dreams. I think I've done well not letting emotions affect my life.

Ah anyway, I probably know the reason. I've screwed my papers so badly and I feel that what that is valuable in my life is gone for good. I'm always recognized for my academic achievements - my one and only USP. Now it's bye bye to *cough* my competitive advantage *cough* and probably bye bye to scholarship as well. Me and my sinful pride.

It's not like I've been slacking off from revisions. I think I did a more thorough revision for the finals this time as compared to in foundation when I did things last minute. And I swear in the hair of Alex that Dragonica is not affecting the revisions. Come one... I was doing Dragon Raja during SPM and still hit my goal. I know when to stop, I'm not stupid.

I dunno... I guess there's just ups and downs in life and you can't expect to always be in the best condition. If it's a fall, I'll just make sure that I get up the next turn. I just hope that this grayness and bad luck won't be forwarded to the following semesters. I'll be good.

And now let's talk about... Dragonica! =D


I love my character. She's so cute.



S Rank. No kidding, try to do a 300+ combo on Toto like me. Muaha.


This is the guy we knew from DR who helped us class change in a few minutes. I call him Skeleton. lol.


Ruby's chara and mine. She keep complaining that her equipments look ugly.

You'll see me living in the virtual world of Dragonica after the last paper. I probably won't be around too often by then. lol. I love online games. Anyone wanna join?

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